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Departure

Mon Sep 3, 2007, 5:37 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Some violins
  • Reading: maybe your mind
  • Playing: Damn, they just killed my ass in Doom 3
  • Eating: nada
Hey. Havent been here for a while (just for mass faving) and actually this is the last time I'll post anything.

I'm just leaving these account. Why? well, few weeks ago I was wandering here and I looked at my page. I did not like at all how it looked. The name, the last deviations. I just got tired of it.

So, I just made a new account. Its here: [link] if anyone is interested. Uhm I'm not going to take off anything from this account because there were some people who actually faved some of my pieces. Which I am very grateful of. So, I'll leave them here hehe.

Uhm... I got tons of stuff to do. I have to add so many people to my devwatch. And ooh man, the faves... the god damn faves. Well I better get started.

And about that challenge thing, haha, whatever man....

So. thanks for the support and all that cheesy stuff.

Challenge

Fri Nov 3, 2006, 5:47 PM
  • Mood: Disbelief
  • Listening to: Reflection-Tool
  • Reading: Meditations and Other Metaphysical Writings
  • Watching: Rubber Johnny
  • Eating: The entrails of my Boredom
  • Drinking: Home made Serum
Took the 100 piece challenge

1. :halfliquid: Introduction [link]
2. :halfliquid: Love [link]
3. Light
4. Dark
5. :halfliquid: Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away
7. :halfliquid: Heaven [link]
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. :halfliquid: Mother Nature [link]
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. :halfliquid: Flowers [link]
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. :halfliquid: Eyes [link]
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. :halfliquid: Standing Still [link]
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. :halfliquid: Creation [link]
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. :halfliquid: 67% [link]
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. :halfliquid: Are You Challenging Me? [link]
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. :halfliquid: All That I Have [link]
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. :halfliquid: Solitude [link]
100. Relaxation

???

Thu Sep 7, 2006, 4:02 PM
Could someone describe existance?

Oh god no way...

Tue Sep 5, 2006, 5:27 PM
Oh man... I hate this things, and I do it because I dont have ANYTHING else to do. oh shit here I go. (I'm in a bad mood, dont expect cool answers...) I did this because Krissy sent it.

1. FIRST NAME?
Go kill yourself... Jose

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Dad...

3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
Oh come on man... I dont know...

4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
I dont handwrite! I PRINT! nah, I dont really know...

5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCHMEAT?
Human corpses

6. KIDS?
Yeah, kill them all man.

7. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOURSELF?
Oh now you ask me that. I dont know! Do I see parallel universes? NOooooo, so wtf? I dont know... maybe...

8. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
HAHAHAHAHAHA come on

9. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
Me?? naaaaah...

10. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
whats that?

11. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
yah!

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
I hate cereal! Blegh!

13. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
HAHAHAHAHA I barely take my shoes when I go to sleep!!

14. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
I dont need to...

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Ogggh come on... ALL OF THEM ALLRIGHT? ugh except strawberry, damn...


16. SHOE SIZE?
9999999999999999999999999999999999999999 9999, Yeah I'm big foot, and I'll crush you...

17. RED OR PINK?
Black...

18. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
uh... to be lonely

19. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Shut up... dont want to talk about it...

20. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO READ THIS?
Who cares? I dont...

21. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW?
Jungle Camo pants

22. WHAT DID YOU EAT LAST?
hot dog.

23. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Eulogy- TOOL

24. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
Black

25. FAVOURITE SMELL?
Fooood

26. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Oh man, that was like a year ago. I dont know... oh yes I remember, Sebastian, he wanted me to help him with a level of Quake 4. Shut up...

27. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?
Ummm Personality.

28. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
hehehe She is THE PERSON! I mean. no cooler girl around...

29. FAVOURITE DRINK?
ooooh! That amazing milkshake that they serve in Canada. Man canadians know how to eat...

30. FAVORITE SPORT?
To play: Manhunt

To watch: Nothing!

31. HAIR COLOR?
Black

32. EYE COLOR?
Brown...

33. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
No! I've got a Cybernetic eye man! jesus!

34. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE FOOD?
(Krissy, your favourite food is Italian, I bet) mmm Sushi

35. SCARY MOVIE OR HAPPY ENDING?
Scary movies make me laugh a lot, so scary... duh

36. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
the Animatrix

37. WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Black

38. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter

39. HUGS OR KISSES?
Both, but theres no one around to do that is there? Shut it then...

40. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
aaaaah dont know...

41. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
I wont send this heretic thing

42. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
...

43. WHAT ARE YOU READING?
Besides this thing? a book called Think that is about an introduction to phylosophy or something like that...

44. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
WHO FUCKING CARES??

45. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV?
I was playing Oblivion

46. FAVOURITE SOUNDS?
Heavy Metal

47. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Nirvana...

48. THE FURTHEST YOU'VE BEEN FROM HOME?
Ummm. a parallel universe maybe...

49. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
I can move my ears... duh!

50. WHEN AND WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Why? will you go back in time and kill me if I tell you?

List 10 things about your art and post it in your journal and tag 6 other people!

1. I dont like my fucking art.

2. I need to listen to werid stuff when I draw something that I care about.

3. I usually finish a drawing the same day I begin it...

4. You said ten? Shit...

5. Ten right? I have to list ten thing? ok...

6. I... Oh never mind...

7. I have art class tomorrow.... (wtf?)

8. The stuff I draw is free from any psychotropic or external substances. So I dont smoke shit when drawing weird stuff.

9. Drawing unleashes my very self

10. OH! I've reached number ten. What a waste of time huh?

I Wont tag anybody because this waste of fucking time is just lame. Oh whatever, I'm feeling Misanthrope right now, so who gives a fuck what I think...

Theory of self destruction

Thu Aug 17, 2006, 10:46 AM
It is amazing. The sum of it I mean...

I went to Canada for a month and a half. At first I didnt like it, I missed everything... everyone. But now that I'm here, I feel like vomiting... Because something changed.

I was so nervous for my grades, when I arrived I found out that several friends of mine failed and that I barely passed. I felt so meaningless, so fucking stupid and sad.

But then the next morning I turned on my t.v... and what I saw changed what I was feeling at the moment. It was the same crap of every single day, the same zombie gathering mindless creating fucking bunch of shit that they transmit every single morning while you eat your tasty cereal.

Shootings, deads, kidnapps, riots, useless leaders fighting for power forgetting why they are there in the first place (and people still support those fuckheads, they wont open their eyes, dont take this as an insult). Nothing changed really, what changed was me. I spent too long out of here, that I had forgot where I really belong.

I belong to a city and society where it doesnt matter if people are killing each other savagely on the streets as long as they dont kill you or your family and friends. Where it doesnt matter if poor people loose their holes of house because of a pipeline carrying our piss and shit broke and flooded their miserable worthless shanty towns.

I belong to a society that when they see the news and see all that shit going on in their city, they turn their heads or barely speak about the problem but do nothing about it. Speaking of a problem will not fix it. Morons, then they justify themselves on asking "what can I do?" Fuck you if you dont know what to do. you can begin by being solidary with the people around.

You do not have to turn your t.v. to see that this place is a damn battleground. Go out to the streets, see for yourself.

So fuck grades, I dont give a crap anymore. Just by seeing what happens around me and seeing how everyone continues their lives among this place sickens me. But hey, as they say, what can I do?

Say anything you want from this, at least I'll listen.

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